I had spent years volunteering beside dying people. I knew the danger of confusing compassion with love.
But whatever I felt for Carl wasn’t obligation. It felt like finding a familiar room in a house I’d never entered.
I knew the danger of confusing compassion with love.
“All right,” I said.
The next afternoon, a priest married us in Carl’s living room. When Carl’s hand shook too badly to place the ring on my finger, I guided it with mine.
He exhaled as though he had reached shore.
For 10 days, I was his wife.
For 10 days, I was his wife.
I cooked while he directed me from a chair. We watched old movies. I read aloud when his eyes grew tired.
On the eighth night, I found him holding a worn novel against his chest.