I spun around.
Ben stood there.
For a moment, neither of us spoke.
He looked older.
Not older by years.
Older by decades.
His face was pale. His beard had grown out. His eyes were red and sunken.
He looked at me as though seeing me was both the greatest relief and the worst thing that could have happened.
“You came.”
I laughed through my tears.
“Of course I came.”
He closed the door.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
His lips trembled.
“I wanted to.”
“When?”
“Every day.”
“Then why didn’t you?”
“Because I was afraid.”
I walked toward him.
“Afraid of me?”
“No.”
“Then what?”
He looked down.
“Afraid that if I told you the truth, you would become involved.”
“I am your wife, Ben.”
“I know.”
