I sat down slowly, though I did not remember choosing to move.
Seven years of appointments. Seven years of prayers I did not say out loud because Connor thought prayer was weakness unless he needed something. Seven years of believing there had been nothing left. No possibility. No hidden doorway. No quiet miracle waiting in a freezer somewhere with my name on it.
I looked at Connor.
He did not look away.
That frightened me more than if he had.
“You knew,” I said.
He rubbed a hand over his mouth. “You’re confused.”
“No.” My voice was soft, but steady. “I’m not.”
Kenneth placed a third paper on the table.
“This,” he said, “is the release authorization dated three months before your divorce was finalized.”
The date glowed on the page.
