I looked down the pediatric corridor, at the nurses’ station where my colleagues were pretending not to watch too obviously.
“I need ten minutes,” I said. “Then I’ll go back to work.”
“Kirsten.”
I met his eyes.
“You don’t have to prove you’re strong by pretending this didn’t happen.”
The words nearly undid me.
Because that was exactly what I had been about to do.
Chart notes. Staff meeting. Patient rounds. Smile. Wash hands. Keep moving.
I had built survival out of competence. It had worked, mostly.
But this was not an ordinary wound.
“I don’t know how to be anything else right now,” I admitted.
Kenneth’s expression softened. “Then be exactly that until you can be something else.”
The elevator doors opened.
Connor stepped inside without looking back.
