Then I went upstairs, lay down on top of the covers still in my coat, and stared at the ceiling until it was dark.
My phone lit up on the nightstand.
A text from Ruth: *Please let me explain.
Please.*
I turned it face-down.
But I didn’t sleep.
Then I went upstairs, lay down on top of the covers still in my coat, and stared at the ceiling until it was dark.
My phone lit up on the nightstand.
A text from Ruth: *Please let me explain.
Please.*
I turned it face-down.
But I didn’t sleep.
Because underneath everything — the betrayal, the exhaustion, the grief that had been going on for months and showed no sign of stopping — there was one thought I couldn’t quiet.
*He has no one else.*
I called the dental practice on a Tuesday morning, three days after the hospital.
I had rehearsed what I would say.
I had written it down, crossed it out, written it again.
In the end I said none of it.
“I’m trying to reach Diane Calloway,” I told the receptionist.