My husband ignored 17 calls while i was giving birth to his baby. Five days later, i came home with our newborn and caught another woman in my bedroom—wearing my robe.

It was a restricted number. I knew without looking that it was Julian, calling from a payphone or a new burner line as he did once every few weeks when the reality of his new life hit him. He would leave desperate, rambling voicemails begging for a second chance, swearing he had changed, pleading to see the daughter he hadn’t spent ten minutes with since her birth.

I didn’t let the phone ring out. I didn’t feel a surge of anger, nor a flicker of curiosity.

I simply picked up the device, tapped the screen, and deleted the log entirely.

I picked up Cora, holding her close against my heart as we stood by the glass watching the stars come out over the city. The past was a closed door behind us, locked tight, with the key thrown deep into the ocean.

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