Burping.
Baths.
Crying.
More crying.
Sometimes both babies cried at the same time, and I had no idea which one to comfort first.
I was exhausted in a way I had never experienced before.
But I never thought of caring for my daughters as a burden.
They were my children.
So I kept going.
The Night Everything Changed
The night Brandon left, both girls were crying.
I was trying to calm them while also keeping dinner from burning.
There were dirty bottles on the counter.
Laundry waiting to be folded.
Toys scattered across the floor.
I had barely eaten.
Brandon walked through the door looking tired.
I understood that he was exhausted too.
We were both adjusting to life with two babies.
So I didn’t ask him to take over everything.