Daniel continued, “I told him I didn’t know.”
“That’s ridiculous.”
“Is it?”
I bristled. “I do things I want.”
“Like what?”
“I…”
The answer should have been easy.
It wasn’t.
The answer should have been easy.
Daniel looked away first.
“Dad couldn’t answer either.”
I tugged at my collar.
I tugged at my collar.
“He started talking about vacations,” Daniel recalled . “He said every vacation we’d ever taken was somewhere he wanted to go, somewhere I wanted to go, or somewhere that worked with school.”
“He started talking about vacations.”
“Families compromise,” I said.
“I know.”
“He was sick, Danny. He was emotional.”
“I agree.”
.
But grief had turned my thoughts into loose papers blowing around a room. Every time I almost caught the memory, it slipped away.