On Father’s Day my millionaire son walked into my freezing apartment, saw the tinned soup on the table, and asked how I was managing on the eight thousand a month his wife sends me. I told him nobody sends me anything.

It put me in a cold apartment on the north side for three years. Peeling paint in the hall by the meter. A radiator that works when it feels like it and has been looked at four times.

And a space heater that I run beside the kitchen table from about the first week of November until March, which costs more than the radiator would and which I know perfectly well.

Twice a week I walk six blocks to a church pantry.

Tuesdays and Fridays. It takes about eleven minutes each way and I go early, before it fills up.

Soup. Bread. Powdered milk. Tinned fruit, which I do not much like and take anyway. Enough to see me through to the next one.

It is a good pantry.

The people who run it are kind and completely unsentimental about it, which is the correct way to run one and which about four other places I have been to have not managed.

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