The bartender shifted the towel on his arm.
“Ma’am,” he said, “I really can get the manager.”
“No.”
The word came out calmly.
I opened my purse and removed my card.
The available balance was enough.
The payment would hurt, but it would not destroy me.
That knowledge changed something inside me.
Celeste had relied on the belief that I would always confuse being needed with being loved.
She expected the cost to pull me closer, to make me work harder for the place she kept promising and withholding.
Instead, the bill clarified the terms.
I placed the card on the receipt.
“Run it,” I said.
The bartender did not pick it up immediately.
“Are you sure?”
“And add twenty percent.”
His eyebrows rose.
I glanced toward the servers moving in and out of the private room.
