I had paid for the beds.
But Emily had slept in the guest room during thunderstorms.
Jack sometimes sprawled across one on Sunday afternoons reading comic books.
Taking everything simply because I could would not make me freer.
It would only make the house emptier.
In the end, I took the furniture from my bedroom, the antique sideboard that had belonged to Arthur’s mother, two lamps, my desk, one sofa, one armchair, a small television, several boxes of kitchenware I had brought from Illinois, my grandmother’s dishes, and the Italian coffee maker.
I stood in front of that machine longer than I should have.
Then I put a red sticker on it.
Luis raised an eyebrow.
“That one matters?”
“More than it should.”
By ten thirty, the truck was full.
